不信任

昨天，表姐说不给我她的家里钥匙，接到她的电话这样说后，我真的觉得很失望，觉得她们根本不信任我，我只是纯碎在FB写 “这只是代表你们不信任我”。过后在我FB message box 里，我看到我她写给我的一段话.

Do not try to express those nonsense feelings on FB... u can do or say whatever u like.. But I just know prevention is better than cure.. I do not want when something happened then only come out with the phrase of "I don't know","it's unexpected la","I really don't know these kind of thing can be happened"..all that..!!! I just do not want those ppl take for granted.. Or take advantage of ...only... We( u & I) have been treated like that b4... Use ur brain to think abt it..!!! It didn't mean to hurt someone or what.... It's not the meaning of trusted or untrusted..!! But...Sighs!... I think now u r mature enough to analyze it ady... !!




对，我是时候要明白了，但我想说的是 如果她把钥匙交给我，我一定会好好顾着.

看着别人脸色做人真的很辛苦，她们对我好，但记得，我有自尊心的. 

放假了3个星期，我已经算不到晚上躺在床时，我哭了多少次. 明明姑姑就在我隔壁，却是因为姑姑说的话我才哭泣. 

在这世上，我不是最可怜那个，我也不是最幸运那个，我只是平平凡凡的那个.

Teh Bi-Xin 要坚强. :)) 

Teh Bi-Xin__4:53pm__29/4/2012